wanderer

Season changes. More cloud overshadows than usual, and the rain timely dampens people's spirit. And there are flu viruses with different variations, bad news on wars, regional conflicts. The rich are continuously obnixiously rich, the poor are incessantly miserably poor. Obituaries. Shocking that someone of vigor died. Echelon, hierachial climbers, sell anything that can sell for an vantage point in order to live like a long-live cockroach. In this perspective, life is a bitch.

I must sound like a pathetic angry youth.

No, those are all facts, but don't bother me much, they come every year and go. What let me down is possibly the ordered water molecules are more strongly bonded than usual, hence it is not easy to crack them, hence it is not easy to have easy-to-tap hydrogen source, hence there is not likely excitement that thrills everyone, hence my science dream will slip me away further, hence my slap-in-the-face has to hold before landing on the right faces.

Now I sound like a lunacy.

It's okay to have some confusing moment, even at big age. If something lets me down, I should pull me up. There are silver lining, bright side on everything. Life isn't changing much, but the way you view it. Change the way of looking, not the way of doing. The great virtue for people to prevail in the end is their ability to adjust, and one's mood is part of the adjustment. One can choose to feel down and out, and one also can choose to feel another way.

Sorry I am being confusing, I am a master of prevarication.